Planet Tokio and City of Humanoids.

Okay, I'm back. Hopefully. As you see I named my blog 'Planet Tokio and City of Humanoids'. Actually it's because I'm following these two at Twitter. Yeah, I know - they sound crazy. They possible are. Yet, they actually weren't the thing I wanted to talk about. It was Tokio Hotel in a whole. Because I read something Planet Tokio, which consists of two girls, wrote for people. "Stories" so to say. Yet to me, it was so unreal. They're swedish so of course their english could be better. That's the same with me. So I would never complain over something that simple. No, it was the stories. Dreams - most of them about having a relationship to one of the Kaulitz-twins. Somehow, that bothered me. I know, I'm a dreamer like everybody else. But I would never dream about having that kind of relationship with one of them. It actually freaks me a little out. How disgusting is that? No, forget it.

About Tokio Hotel - well, everybody knows Tokio Hotel, right? The good way or the bad way. You know who they are. You know how they look. And nobody actually really knows them. Not anybody we know about, at least. It's like all their friends has sunk into nothing. Or maybe they're all alone. Oh, gimme a break. Of course they have friends. I don't even know why I thought they had nobody but themselves. It's just. Ow, I'm thinking too much.

I'm a freak. Not a Tokio Hotel freak by time. I love their music, I find them attractive - but I'm not a "Ooooh, I love you so much!!!!"-girl. I hate those girls. I don't understand them. I'm just. I'm me. Which shouldn't surprise any of you. Nah, if something should surpise you, it would be the lies. It would be the way I would act if I met them. All cool. I'm not talking shittalk. Trying to make me sound much better than I am. I would act that way. All cool. I'm not attractive but I got a big heart. I'm not into the hyperness - I'm into deep conversations. Something nobody understand. That's possible why I got a different feeling about Tom and Bill Kaulitz. A different feeling about Georg Listing and Gustav Schäfer. I would never, and I say it again NEVER, date any of these guys. They don't attract me that way. For me, they're like my brothers. The older brother I never got. That's how I see Bill Kaulitz. It's true that I maybe don't see Georg and Gustav the same way as I see Tom and Bill and it's true that I don't see Tom the same way as I see Bill. But they're all different human beings. I just wish I could meet them to tell them. To tell them that they're like my brothers. That they moved something inside me. That the music they write moved something inside me. That they helped me when I was down. That they.. Yeah, like my brothers. Best friends? Yeah right. No, brothers!

Now it turned out being dreamtalk instead.. --'

~Yukiko