An update ^^

I haven't been writing for what - a month or what? Anyway, I'm back. And I'll be updating. Sorry you guys, but it is summervacation. ^^ Well, I'll start from the freaking beginning.

I decided not to go travelling with my parents and siblings this year, which means, that I'm home alone for 1½ week. Great. I'm really'really looking forward to it. Actually I decided to go to Russia with a friend but we're both down on cash, so - no.

My sister is doing a theatershow this week, and I, as the unlucky person I am, fell in love with one of the actors. He's amazing. Oh truly, I love him. And yeah, it is quite embarrasing that I do love him and that I do fell in love with him - but love can't be changed or controlled. So'so, we'll see what happens next. And I realized - I really have a weakness for guys being creative. Drawings, acting, playing music - I don't care. I fall in love with those guys! But only guys. Well, someone has to know what they're looking for. I'm that one. I decided that if they're going to play 'High School Musical', I definetely has to go to an addition for the role of Sharpay Evans. She's not my favorite character but she's so me. And in fact, we do have something in common. We both "want it all." Ahaha, awesome sentence. My sister also asked me whether or not I was going for an addition for next years show. If I do - I don't know yet. But it's tempting. It is. I can't act - I really can't. But I would love be a musical-star, although my actingskills sucks.

Then Bim and I talked about our voices. Or, Bim told me she wanted to play the guitar or have a instructor to tell her how to practice her voice and I told her that she already sang very well.. She denied and all that shittalking so I told her, that I sang worse than her and she denied AGAIN. Told me I had a special voice (whether it's harshness or what, I have NO idea) and that it was rare. It was unique. Her voice were like everybody elses and that she had compared her voice to others. But well, SHE does sing very well - better than I do. And I, personal, don't know whether my voice is or isn't special.

I'm going camping! Next weekend. With a couple of friends. I'm so exited. Havent seen one of them for half a year, which I think is a lot.. So, it's going to be great! :D

I'm just happy - I really HATE being in love. It makes you feel happy. ): So, bye for now, Bim is here tomorrow and I won't be tired. That sucks so much.. ^^,

Love you guys - you rock (y)

~ Yukiko