I love you.

I've forgotten who taught me to love. Whether it was my father or my mother. Or both. Whether it was a lost friendship or a broken heart. Male or female. I've forgotten everything in my past. Everything I don't want to remember. I've lost it. Not that it feels horrible to lose. I did not. I cannot answer why. But I know I can love. I know whom I love and I know why. I know why our bonds are so close. I know why we're afraid. I know everything that's between us, yet I don't know anything. Anything about us. Anything about who we were supposed to be. But my heart tells me what I need to hear. You know, love is difficult to pretend. So many songs has been sung about love. It's all the same they're saying. I love you. Three little words, yet they have been used too much. Nowadays you say them to everybody. Just a friend. A pet. Everyone. You love everyone. You love people you never met - how is that possible? How can you love everybody. If you do, you don't know true love. You don't know the feeling. This amazing feeling. Thanks to you I know whom I love. It's you. You, whom I love. Love deeper than I love my family. It's a different kind of love. I'm afraid of losing you. It's my biggest fear. I don't like submarines - they give me the chill. But my biggest fear is losing you. I would never survive losing you. And you're afraid of ruining it. If you realize the truth. It's cruel. How love can destroy and rescue people. You've seen others ruin their relationship by accepting the truth. And I understand your fear. I know the fear all too well. I was afraid of realizing as well as you were. As you are. I don't know if I have realized one hundred percent yet, but fact is; when you wrote your fear and doubt to me I felt the same way. We're connected by spirits and we're connected by love. Let me love you. Please. Let me take care of you. Let me be the one who worries the most. Let me be the only one to love you as much as I do. I can never be taken away. When you're here - there's nothing I fear. I just hope that someday you'll realize. That someday you'll win. That someday your fear will be gone. Fears are bad. Really. And I love you. Just the way someone taught me. Exactly the way someone taught me. Years ago. I love you now. I love you tomorrow. I loved you yesterday and I will love from now on and till forever.