Oh wauw. I was stunned when I came back from Iceland. Amazing trip btw. It was... stunning, yeah. I can't even explain what the nature looks like, it really is simply amazing. Lavastones everywhere and volcanos, hot water, geyser, whales, river rafting, cafés. You name it. Waterfalls!! OO Gullfoss is.... so amazing. Cannot be described. I mean, we saw pictures from Gullfoss before we took off, but standing on a cliff so close to death and beauty and... It cannot be described.

I will post one of my favorite pictures of Gullfoss. But, all in all - I had an amazing trip. <3

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So'so, I have to... tell something about my life. But you see, it's a lot easier for me to write a long blogpost about misery than about happiness. It's like theres nothing to tell, when I'm happy, even though there of course are. There will always be something to tell somebody. When I'm happy I kinda walks around saying "Oh, I'm happy!" to make sure nobody cares when my depressive thoughts darkens my mind. XD But of course somebody will always worry and that somebody will always be Katja. Oh God, I miss her. I will be crying tears tonight, when I start seeing her eyes in front of mine, when I imagine her hand in mine. I sound like a lesbian, I might be. Oh, I might be in love with her. Maybe'maybe. It doesn't matter - I miss her! I fucking love her! If she wants to me to be her girlfriend I would say yes. And if she doesn't I woldn't say anything. Nothing matters as long as we're together. I feel so lonely when she's not with me. I need to post another blog saying more about this..

Peace out
~Yuki