Mad world.

So, I guess I'm back to the depressive again. My brother plays the piano beautifully and yesterday he played a song I knew I had heard before but it wasn't possible for me to place an artist. My brother didn't knew. He just played it. And then I realized - it was 'Mad World' by Gary Jule. Went straight into my computer and found the song on youtube. My brother agreed, beautiful song. At that time I was lost into that song. I haven't heard anything but it since yesterday. The lyrics fit to me. I see myself singing that song. Especially one sentence means a lot. 'The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had'. It's a true sentence. Though the dreams in which I'm dying are the most horrifying too. 'No one knew me - no one knew me'. 'Look right through me - look right through me'.

I should post the lyrics in here, but I don't want to. If anyone wants to listen to the song, they're welcome. I don't whether I'm being depressive is because I feel bad physically or not. It's just like - this song really made my mind turn upside down. It made me wonder, it made me remember. It describes everything so perfectly fine. And well, it is a mad world. It cannot be denied.
~ Yuki.