Jeez...

"Nothing tastes as good as thin feels."

So why am I still fat? Why am I still eating? I hate breakfast today. THE ONLY DAY I HAD THE POSSIBILITY TO SKIP IT! And no, I did not feel hungry at all. It was for the sake of my class. But what the hell is that kind of thing?! ARG! Damn, I suck... I really does. I eat all the time ): But paps is making pasta for me tonight and for me only. Which means a low calories dinner tonight..

And my cellphone is not working. D: This weeks has definetely not been my week. I was depressed monday, sick tuesday, arguing with my mother and being depressed wednesday, binging thursday and binging today if I NOT STAY FOCUSED! I have to stay focused on not eating. You're starving Yuki, starving. And you love it!

But, I've started to wearing stilettoes more. Which is good, burns more calories and makes my leg looking prettier. I just have to lose weight. I have to buy my corset. Or my corsets, to be more precise. First, they look amazing. A corset is a beautiful piece of clothing. Second, they is to tight that it makes it difficult for you to eat. Or they can be that tight. Third, they hides all that fat I'm carrying. Honestly, I need a corset or 20. I wanna wish that for christmas and birthday and hope my friends will find one for me..

Sigh, I'm finished. This just sucked.